I have split personality ... 4 years. We are constantly (perhaps clumsily) trying to combine studying with work and happen to me (ie today), moments of doubt. I'm just tired kilkunastogodzinnymi maratonami outside the home. I want to be good at what I do, but I feel that I nohow fail. Super-worker, I am not because I did not staying after hours, do not show it the love and passion for work (only I rush classes / for foundation / library). Super-student, I've never been and will not, because in college I spend the bare minimum, I do not have super middleweight, do not go to lectures and not giving up in circles (because I work and I do not have the time). The best part is that the excuse of "I can not, because I work" (in the case studies) and "I can not because I have classes' (for work) have no meaning . Every teacher believes that the studies are sacred, while the employer ... that the work is paramount. I used the excuse of this kind a few times in my life and quickly convinced, it is not only pointless, but also risky. It is the employer / professor has the power and need not beat about the bush - no one anywhere, does not hold by force, and our place will be many takers ... Rat race continues:) Luckily, I had never choose: either to study or work. However, I know that sometimes it is not worth to praise her work outside of work / study - preferably settle for ogółach. Lecturers bride cast, providing the students, workers and employers with self-sacrificing passion. It pays to accommodate them (even seemingly) ... But most important is that the remain consistent with each other and determine what is important to us.
This reflection is associated with changes in my life - especially the change of employment (two years). Of course, it will still be flexible working time (total free hour, from 8 to 21 - I love it), so it will soon begin the shifts in the foundation and of course dozory. In addition, I will make more money, which means less financial problems (nareszcie!) and maybe I can put something on the pile Fri D personal. The only drawback is that it is still a work in line with studies / interests. But ... Rome was not built, as usual, and I am hopeful:)
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